[She finishes that sentence for her in her head with something that she would like to hear, and that makes Diva squeeze her hand again, this time to be reassuring. For all of the scary and dangerous things she just admitted, she still manages to be very compassionate and caring when it comes to Johan...]

I know. I haven't either.

[She makes a thoughtful noise, almost melodic in tone] Hey, but do you want to see something good? You promised me a dinner, and I'm actually feeling kind of hungry... [And as her smile widens, there's an almost feral sheen in her eyes] So why not now?