[It's a surprise to hear, not because it's a new statement or anything, but simply because it's unusual to hear her Chevalier express it around her. It's how she feels, but she hadn't imagined that her Chevalier would understand it in the same way. She had always taken it as something that they laughed at her for, just for being illogical, but not something emotional like she took it as. It creates a strange feeling, and she's momentarily taken aback, running a hand through her hair idly. It's things like this where she wants so badly to accept a Chevalier into her heart, but at the same time, her past experience says that's a bad idea.]
...You really believe that, don't you?
[But it's a rhetorical question, because she could hear it clearly. Her nervous fidgeting settles, and his statement seemingly earned back the bit of favor that he'd lost, because she shifts again to be closer to him. Diva sets her head on his shoulder, deciding to open that door just a crack.]
That's what I think too. And I guess, if I'm honest, I kind of hate her for it! But I shouldn't hate sister, because she's just the luckier one. That's how it's always been. So, I guess it's that it's hard for me to feel sad that I died because of that. That's just been something that's been true ever since Joel decided it was me that was going to live in the tower.
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...You really believe that, don't you?
[But it's a rhetorical question, because she could hear it clearly. Her nervous fidgeting settles, and his statement seemingly earned back the bit of favor that he'd lost, because she shifts again to be closer to him. Diva sets her head on his shoulder, deciding to open that door just a crack.]
That's what I think too. And I guess, if I'm honest, I kind of hate her for it! But I shouldn't hate sister, because she's just the luckier one. That's how it's always been. So, I guess it's that it's hard for me to feel sad that I died because of that. That's just been something that's been true ever since Joel decided it was me that was going to live in the tower.